Gloom...

Here i am... same old the frightened one...!! Scared of changing things the way they are...scared of going to a different path...! I thought people and circumstances will change me someday...i will dodge n will get out of all this... but no... i still am the same... ! Hell !!

Theres got to be some way ... 'coz its daunting...its killing me inside...

About people... strange are their ways.. but still i like them all... and that's the most awkward part of me... The people..mostly perverse..obstinate..they never agree...!! Nobody cares.. you laugh or you cry... you feel befriended or you feel desolate and forlorn ... you feel beautiful or ugly.. you win or you lose.. they will be with you when you are in mood mentioned before "or"....

Sooner or later..people get to know you...and by knowing is meant..'the weaker side of you..' which is taken advantage of...!! And they ought to take you for granted... !

No.. they don't change... you just get to know them better with time....

You get hurt and you have to come out of everything by yourself... God isn't going to help you come outta any situation ....."God" : May be its just another name given to hope !!

and.. 'Hope'.. is a great hope in itself... !!

With all this negative energy around me... i still 'hope' .. someday..everything will go right.. and there will be light... an effortless happiness.. and 'stars will shine down' !! :)

Scary Result..

Result out .. result out..!

I just heard somebody shout....!

Everybody seems to sway...

Obviously the news is of utter dismay..!!

Amid all the babble , i remember the examination days....

furious onset of exams in freezing decembers or in blazing mays..!

the crucial nights previous to exams which are much more important than semester's 150 days..!

And the huge syllabus with which we were swaddled...

but during the examination we always twaddle.. :(

Then i remember the most frightening part...

When we tell parents our scores in a state of trance...

and they react like we have committed some serious offence.. :-o !!

I had gone almost deaf.. when someone informed that the news was fake....

These damn people.. whose rumors put our lives at stake...!! :P