Love

It has been talked about a lot... written about a lot.. read about a lot... has been felt by all of us.. has made us happy .. sad.. and I can write on and on... Yes its LOVE... that beautiful feeling which cannot be described in words... But I have always wondered why there's so much hurt because of something so amazingly beautiful. I have always known there's something may be we are missing..there's something which has to be found out.. why are people afraid to fall in love... why has love become so difficult... why have people become so scared that they have started playing "mind games"..  We are doing something very wrong! Yes I always knew.. but not what is it that we are doing wrong... 

Have you ever heard somebody saying.. "I fell in love with her/him at first sight" and either you though "ohh..well thats just infatuation!" or "It can't happen with me." I belongED to the same group! Now I know better...! Not that I have fallen for somebody at first sight.. But then there are people who "evaluate the person" for long time...to see whether that person is "worthy" of their love or not! or they forget to love and start playing games! 

But its not their mistake... its really not. They don't do that intentionally..neither they want to hurt anybody.. its our fears which make us do all the negative things!.. Yes that's what we are doing wrong.. Love is meant to be fearless, its that powerful feeling which is the basis of every single possibility in this universe.. its not that soft,feeble thing.. its powerful..much more powerful that we know, love doesn't hurt.. Its the lack of love that hurts, love is not confusion .. love gives us clarity .. its "unconditional" .. as difficult as it sounds..but its easy.. love comes naturally to us.. we are made of love...every cell of ours is made of love.. Let it be what it is meant to be.. its positivity.. all positive things happen because of love..and all negative things ..because of its lack.. We all are meant to love and be loved unconditionally.. But to find this... first love yourself..so much that you "overflow" with love.. then we can love somebody unconditionally...Love her/him and dont be afraid.. because when there is love...everything falls in place... because love is the law of nature.. Lets be grateful for what we have.. Let's "LOVE" :) :)

Unforgettable...

Lemme remember the b'ful days of my life.. infact those were the golden days... :) :)
voh swing k liye line...:D .. paani k liye line.. paani ki bottle lane pe ladai... renu ka sbko peetna.. niki viki ki
ladaiyan.. voh riksha wale mujhe bitha le and een -peen safety pin... :).. vo niki ki dine aane pe sbka hud wala khush
hona.. voh raat ko circle banake baithna... lite jate hi park me vapas n then chupam chupai khelna... baar baar abhi nahi
abhi nahi cheekhna... 3-2-5 khelte khelte buri tarh thak jana par bus bhaagte rhna... poshampa :D .. vish amrit .. Kabaddi
:D :D .. viki k bekaar k logics.. sabki mere n atul k park me jaane pe hame apni team me lene k liye ladai... hamare
swimming se late aane ki vajh se un sbka especially niki ka chidna :D.. har dussehre pe ravan.. holi ki toli .. chupan chupai
me hamesha SBKA out of boundary jana... koi pakda jaye toh ek doosre pe aarop.. nahi ye phle gaya.. na vo phle gayi...
jatin n luvi ki kachhi mitti... but unhe yehi bolte ki na tumhari pakki mitti h.. :D... vo kisi ki bhi mummy aa jati
toh namastey aunty namastey aunty ka shor... sbki mammiyon ka raat hone pe awaj lagana... mera har baat pe mummi ko bta
dungi bolna :D... i MISS those days.. :( :(
N swimming par.. dhull sir se chide rhna... practice k time jb boys 4 rounds lagate m or reena bs do.. sir ko dekhte rhte..
:D.. sir ki nazar padte hi dhang se swimming krne lagna.. oderwise.. taalte rhna... itne rounds lagvate the .. jaan
nikal jati... abhishek n deepak ko rakhi bhi baandh di.. n wo swimming trips.. god i miss dose times.. !! terribly !!

She

She has big dreams , millions of them . Sometimes she knows which path to choose , most of the times she doesn't. She knows they won't understand and doesn't try to make them understand most of the times .She has never expected much from them but she wants to. She loves this world and that's what makes her both love and hate herself . She is careless and childish and she has lost a lot because of that . She never understands the two opposing personalities in her but she knows who wins almost every time. She cries at situations but she knows bad times also go. She has tried hard and still didn't get . But she never has lost . Life's not a battle for her . Life's a beautiful gift which needs to be explored. She's not a fighter ,she is explorer but she wants to be both sometimes  . She is similar yet different . She is smart yet stupid . She doesn't know what life has in store for her but she never wants to change who she is because she loves herself !

Gloom...

Here i am... same old the frightened one...!! Scared of changing things the way they are...scared of going to a different path...! I thought people and circumstances will change me someday...i will dodge n will get out of all this... but no... i still am the same... ! Hell !!

Theres got to be some way ... 'coz its daunting...its killing me inside...

About people... strange are their ways.. but still i like them all... and that's the most awkward part of me... The people..mostly perverse..obstinate..they never agree...!! Nobody cares.. you laugh or you cry... you feel befriended or you feel desolate and forlorn ... you feel beautiful or ugly.. you win or you lose.. they will be with you when you are in mood mentioned before "or"....

Sooner or later..people get to know you...and by knowing is meant..'the weaker side of you..' which is taken advantage of...!! And they ought to take you for granted... !

No.. they don't change... you just get to know them better with time....

You get hurt and you have to come out of everything by yourself... God isn't going to help you come outta any situation ....."God" : May be its just another name given to hope !!

and.. 'Hope'.. is a great hope in itself... !!

With all this negative energy around me... i still 'hope' .. someday..everything will go right.. and there will be light... an effortless happiness.. and 'stars will shine down' !! :)

Scary Result..

Result out .. result out..!

I just heard somebody shout....!

Everybody seems to sway...

Obviously the news is of utter dismay..!!

Amid all the babble , i remember the examination days....

furious onset of exams in freezing decembers or in blazing mays..!

the crucial nights previous to exams which are much more important than semester's 150 days..!

And the huge syllabus with which we were swaddled...

but during the examination we always twaddle.. :(

Then i remember the most frightening part...

When we tell parents our scores in a state of trance...

and they react like we have committed some serious offence.. :-o !!

I had gone almost deaf.. when someone informed that the news was fake....

These damn people.. whose rumors put our lives at stake...!! :P

Mondegreens...

Just heard the word today... Mondegreen..:P
It means misinterpreted phrase or misheard lyrics...!!
This is what we do all the time...especially with english songs ...i remember singing "three legged goat" in place of "three days growth"..!! :P :D...
When i am determined to sing a song, i would do a mondegreen version than hum....!
I am loving this word...my life is a mondegreen...!!lol..